Wednesday, December 29, 2010

2010 For Me

When I look back at 2010 many things come to mind, moreso as last year was a slightly better one and the years before that have also left a lasting impact, so it becomes a bit tricky to label this special year. As every year draws to a close, it gives an opportunity to look back upon the 12 months that have gone by and the sweet and sour memories they have left behind; and when I look back at 2010 many things come rushing into my head as I try to speedily type on keyboard

For me 2010 will always remain a very special year, this was a year where I accomplished what I wanted to since 2007, this was a year which gave me confidence that I can do it in life, this was a year which lifted me personally and professionally, as this was a year I finally managed to get a good job and better life outside India. 2010 gave me the hope and optimism that I was looking for long, it gave me assurance that I have it in me, it reinforced that I am not always born to lose

The first three months of the year can be categorized as the most trying as I was not very sure when I would get to leave for Muscat with my Visa not coming through; the old known cobwebs of doubt and fear raising their ugly head time and again. Finally when I did get to travel to Muscat I was not sure as to what will await me in my new city, myself never having stayed away from home and always condemned to a lowly life, perhaps one of the reasons I wanted to run away. But I have to unabashedly admit Muscat has been much better and comfortable for me than I ever expected it to be, in fact when I visited Delhi in November it was clear where my new home was

2010 was also a year of self discovery where I discovered more about myself than I had previously known. It is fascinating how less we know about ourselves unless we fend for ourselves and understand ourselves in much detail. I learnt that I can make good friends with interesting people, I learnt that I do have some elegant tastes which need more honing and I also learnt that I can survive in adversity

Ohh before I forget 2010 also gave me a girlfriend of sorts; this chick is indeed hot, fun and sexy and enjoys flirting with me. The only regret of the year has been that I have not been able to kiss her as yet, maybe a bit more mardangi on my part and I will eventually taste those inviting saucy lips

As 2011 beacons, it is going to be a year where I will have to make one of the most crucial decisions of my life in choosing a life partner. I am aware that it is going to be a tough call, I am going to walk on a road which has been much travelled by many in the past but very few have come out successful having made the right call, it is a tricky road on which the most experienced slip and which has no logic of success yet I am going to walk on it and I am not afraid. I am aware that sometime in 2011 I may have to say Yes to someone, having made up my mind to settle down, and right now I can only hope and pray that I make the right choice.

15 comments:

  1. Happy New year! May 2011 bring you lots of smiles and special moments. And a special someone ;)

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  2. Happy new year and good luck for 2011

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  3. Happy New Year and may you get to kiss the girl. Soon!

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  4. All the best for the new year and hey nothing like inviting HER for the new years Eve and when the click goes 00:00 perfect time to do the MARDANGI stuff :) he heh e GO FOR IT

    Wishing you and HER a very happy new year all the best ...

    thanks for visitng my blog ...
    Bikram's

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  5. read the 'kissing a frog' tale again. might give u some pointers about how stupidity can also lead to some of the best choices in life.

    p.s: not that I advocate irrational choices, but thinking too much about something might just have the chewing-gum effect, if you know what I mean.

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  6. Wish you Happy New Year and I hope that 2011 too, turns out to be fruitful like this year. All the best for the greatest decision of your life. Trust your instincts, I am sure that will help you to make the best choice.

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  7. It's always good to sit back and absorb how the past year has been..and it looks like you had quite a productive one! Wish you a happy new year and hope you find that special person you're looking for soon :)

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  8. you have lived enough to make the best outta life situations. for more adventurous and their tales, cheers !!! happy new year !!!

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  9. hahaha..
    with all the serious stuff in the beginning..of ambitions and confidence, mardaangi had me in splits :P here's wishing you lot of "success" in all your endeavours :D
    Happpppy new year! Last year has been kind to you.. I hope the next year turns out even more wonderful :)

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  10. yesss! and i, as a blogpal, feel that i've seen the changes in you since the beginning of 2010 to the end of it :> happy for you. i'm sure you'll make the right decision when it comes to the big M Thing!! all the besttttt. yay we'll probably get married in the same year!!

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  11. Feels very nice tht u had a blessed new year..al d very best.. u r sure to have a rockin new year too



    any chance of making the hot chick ur pemanent mate

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  12. I was just thinking what Jon said... What's wrong with that?

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