Changes: expected, unexpected and waiting for

Things seem to be happening a bit too fast these days and some of them were unexpected. Last month was marked by many changes and don’t know what September has in store for me. First the unexpected trip to Jammu, my falling sick, my transfer in office which I got when least expected though had been pleading for it for sometime, Art of Living Course and now a trip to Udaipur starting tonight. And if all this was not enough, I also fucked a whore in between, which too was not really expected of me

I depart for Udaipur today evening, a long planned vacation finally happening. I will be accompanied by a cousin, as could not find anyone else available. I can’t recall the last time I took a vacation voluntarily and really hope this one turns out to be something nice. Taking an off from work has also not been easy, I am yet to inform my boss that he will not see me tomorrow. I have been taking too many offs the past one month, which I do not like, though one can’t do much if unexpected events happen around planned holidays. Adding to the injury is that today only I came to know of a bunch of holidays coming together by end of this month. Imagine the world is working and I am holidaying and during real holidays watching pirated DVDs at home. Ugh !

I am really not a vacation types, like to stick around with my work and my schedule; guess that has been the bane of my mundane life. Perhaps my strict parentage and curbed upbringing has something to do with this, one of the reasons I really long to run away from home.

September is also the month when an astrologer had predicted my fortunes will begin to change. I did not ask him if it will change for better or worse, one gets so used to the drudgery of routine life, can’t fathom what change will change bring. I remember having taken a lot of heart when had heard of this one and actually looked forward to onset of September, when I was badly hit by the recession at end of last year, having lost a job offer in Dubai.

Guess will have to wait for a swing of fortune, till then will keep baring my soul on this blog